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The Seeker. The Writer.

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I'm a Universal Reconciliationalist. I am interested in self-defense. I am a clairvoyant. I'm fond of quotes and proverbs. My favorite colors are orange, tawny, cinnamon, and burgundy. My favorite authors are Stephen King, Lois Duncan, Dean Koontz, RL Stine, Jude Watson, Laura Ingalls Wilder, Emily Dickinson, Robert Frost, Bei Dao, Shu Ting, and Edgar Allan Poe. My astrological sign is Aquarius. I'm also a Truth Seeker and a believer in the Great Deception.

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July 09

Trolls

Aquarius
 
January 20 - February 18
Your aggressive attitude is likely to start a fight that might be difficult to settle at this time, dear Aquarius.  There are extremely stubborn forces at work, and you may find that no one is willing to budge from their position.  The thing that is apt to make this even more difficult is that people may misinterpret certain piece of the puzzle. Try to bring understanding to the situation instead of more aggression. 
 
 
Just two days ago, I added two people to my contact list on Yahoo Messanger - the one through my mail - and I just found out yesterday that they are total and complete trolls.  I tried blocking them, but Yahoo wouldn't let me.  I added one of them to my MSN Messenger a while ago before adding them to my YM and I started a conversation with them only to find out that they are truly just a troll and all they want to do is pick a fight with me.  In light of this, I blocked them very easily through MSN, but they're still on my YM and I now cannot talk with any of my friends without getting IMs from people saying things like "who the fuck r u?", or "i love you enough to tell you the truth" - (this was coming from someone who was trying to shove Arminian Christianity down my throat *lawl* and I was adament not to take it) - and it's getting on my very last nerve in light of the fact that I am not able to block these SOBs who apparently don't know what "LEAVE ME ALONE" means when they see it flashing across their computer screens.  =| 
 
Neither of these individuals, by the way, are skilled in proper grammar, nor do they have any manners.
 
I usually don't pitch a fit over these things, but this is just one of those things that I feel is necessary to post on my blog.  If this issue of mine is getting this out of hand and Yahoo apparently isn't able to do a damn thing about it, then I suppose I should post something about it, shouldn't I?  Based on the fact that there are many Yahoo users, I think it's best that they - and anyone who is looking to create a Yahoo account in the future - should be aware that if someone is cyberbullying them, they aren't necessarily going to have to easiest time blocking that bully, as opposed to MSN.  They might have to try many different routes to block that person, all the while their attacker is continuously sending messages such as "fuck u" or "i'm gonna rape u" or "chek out dis porn site" [inserts the violatile link here]. Blocking someone on MSNM is amazingly simple.
 
 
See?  Easy peasy. 
 
 
Uh oh ... not so easy here, is it?
 
One would have to go through different processes to block this person and, while I actually followed that process, it didn't work and I was therefore unable to block the two users who were hurling insults at me.  *folds arms and rolls eyes*  Yep.  Today has not been my day ... and things aren't looking up, either.
 
Thank God for tomorrow.
 
 
June 30

Blogthings Update

You Are Skilled

You are balanced and competent. You value harmony.

Other people see you as outgoing, hyper, and even a bit overwhelming.

Your ideal romantic relationship is peaceful, romantic, and private.

You do best in tasks that require you to be logical, hard-working, and courageous.

 

I don't think people see me as overwhelming.  O_O  People usually seem overwhelming to me - other way around.  XD  And of course I like anything that's private because I'm a very private, drama-free person.  ^_^

June 25

Michael Jackson DIES

Holy. Shit.
 
 
I usually never post this spontaneously, but in lieu of Michael Jackson's death, I feel completely obligated to.  This is heartbreaking
 
 
Rest In Peace
Michael Joseph Jackson.
June 06

Inauguration

JANUARY 21, 2009 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bz0n1Z2U-BI&feature=channel_page

 

I'm sure there are some people out there who are curious as to what my thoughts and feelings are on Barack Hussein Obama's inauguration.  This video sums that up quite nicely, I do think. 

Favorite Poems

MAY 31, 2008

 

I have FINALLY found two of my favorite poems that I have been diligently searching for over the Internet.   

 

"All"
by Bei Dao

All is fated,
All cloudy,

All an endless beginning,
All a search for what vanishes,

All joys grave,
All griefs tearless,

Every speech a repetition,
Every meeting a first encounter,

All love buried in the heart,
All history prisoned in a dream,

All hope hedged with doubt,
All faith drowned in lamentation.

Every explosion heralds an instant of stillness,
Every death reverberates forever.

 

 

And...

 

 

"Also All"
by Shu Ting

In answer to Bei Dao’s “All.”

Not all trees are felled by storms.
Not every seed finds barren soil.
Not all the wings of dream are broken,
Nor is all affection doomed
To wither in a desolate heart.

No, not all is as you say.

Not all flames consume themselves,
shedding no light on other lives.
Not all stars announce the night
And never dawn. Not every song
Will drift every ear and heart.

No, not all is as you say.

Not every cry for help is silenced,
Nor every loss beyond recall.
Not every chasm spells disaster.
Not only the weak will be brought to their knees,
Nor every soul be trodden under.

It won’t all end in tears and blood.
Today is heavy with tomorrow—
The future was planted yesterday.
Hope is a burden all of us shoulder
Though we might stumble under the load.

 

Even though—because of my naturally pessimistic nature—I'm more inclined towards Bei Dao, I cannot ignore the fact that Shu Ting's poem is also based on truth.  I love both poems because, when they are brought together, they are like a beautiful yin-yang sign.  These two poems are absolutely great.

 

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